One More Cut

Place this blade against my skin
To help me rid this pain within
Numbness is what i want to feel
Not this pain that's oh so real
Leave me here to die this way
Corrupting dreams that aren't ok
Dark blue eyes filled with sorrow
Maybe all of it will end tomorrow
Blood stained wrists and tear stained cheeks
But please don't tell me that I am weak
I live this lie everyday
"One more cut" is all i say
Tell me why this life is bad
And why this depression makes me feel so sad
Self-injury is all i need
To watch myself cut and then bleed
This blade is pressed against my skin
As my pain is released with sin.

~Madison Leigh~ May 2nd 2005