Give me the chance.

When I got home I had an email
what it said made my heart sail
despite me being so unkind,
I'm still on your heart broken mind
once again you had the question of why
but still I dont know how I could make you cry
It's a question that eats at me twenty-four seven
of how I could destroy our own little heaven
I turned our heaven into a hell
and down into darkness our relationship fell
you said you loved me and that you stll do
I know you did but if the second is true
then reach out and take my hand
and pull me close to where I used to stand
you said everything around you reminds you of me
and when you look in the mirror its us you see
you said you sit up late at night cryin
your broken heart has you dyin
I know if I try that I can mend
what happened to us when we reached the end
please baby, I now see that I need you
just give it a chance, we'll make it through
I admit that I did you wrong
let's prove to eachother that our love is strong
we always said nothing would bring us apart
though that was before I tore out your heart
Please understand it hurts me too
I dont know how I could be untrue
your the last one in this world I'd ever hurt
but then I had to go and flirt
thats where I should have made it stop
but instead I let her climb on top
I thought about you but it was too late
now I live with memories I hate
memories that hit hard in my chest
they're always there they never rest
they make my eyes fill with tears
cause they made me see all my fears
when we met you hurt so bad
I couldnt stand too see you so sad
the worst part about it is you felt alone
so one day I decided to pick up the phone
I called you and did my best to make you smile
something I haven't done in quite a while
thats how such pure love started
I lifted your head and the sadness parted
now you had a man to fight by your side
no more being scared, no need to hide
by your side through thick and thin
just made you happy again and again
I picked you up and held you tall
swore Id never let you fall
you made me feel like I mattered
that I was fixing what was shattered
being so important changed my life
no more games, I wanted a wife
fourteen months later came that aweful night
when our goals and dreams would lose my sight
all our efforts had been undone
no more smiling no more fun
how could I go from being your hero
and up and turn into a zero
please baby, I need you by MY side
cause in you too did I confide
now Im so lonely and cold
I just keep wanting you to hold
every night before bed, I say a prayer
I ask god If he can see you there
if he can see if your smiling,
see if its my number your dialing
what was done can never be took back
but I can do better if you'd give it a hack
to be able to once again kill the sigh
to take your pain and make it all die
to be able to walk with you to the top
but this time never let our love drop....
Baby I promise I can rebuild the romance
But for that to happen you got to give me a chance

I love you Kirstie