We used to be

We used to be such good friends
Your were the best, simply grand
We used to talk about everthing
When I was sad you'd hold my hand

Now your not there
You've gone off on your own
And I have no one to talk to
I'm so lost and alone

Yes, I have my boyfriend
And other friends, of course
But they don't get how I feel
When I hurt, they don't feel remorse

I needed you tonight
When I was in that room
I sat and listened to the lecture
Telling me that I was doomed

Oh yes, that bloody youth group
It almost made me cry
I sat there hard and thought
Oh God, why oh why!?

He took my dearest Bob away
And now he's taken you
Did you want to do this to me
Did you want to leave me too?

I need someone to talk to
Someone who's always there
But now i realize that friendship
Is very sparce and rare

I feel so constantly depressed
I need my old best friend
But I know your far too busy
I've got your message that you send

Not so much in words you see
But your unwillingness to be around
Even the way you act and look at me
The way you speak and the way you sound

So I guess I'll go on alone now
Travel by by my lonesome
You were my best friend
But now I don't even need one