I can't show

I can’t show what I want,
I can’t hide it away
I can’t be so happy
I can’t pretend everyday
I can’t sit there and cry
I have to be strong
This eats away at me
I’m forever wrong
I can’t be whom I want
I can’t see the one I love
I can’t laugh without feeling pain
I can’t walk down the street
Without feeling shame
I can’t look at you without feeling anger
I can’t smile without wanting to frown
I wont give you the pleasure
Of showing you how I feel
I can’t stay like this forever
I wont allow it to go on!

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