Running Away!

I'm running away from no where
I'm running down the track
i let my soul be free
i know i will never look back
its over now
the past has faded away
I'm running towards the light
i will never be afraid
all those memories
the nights i had no choice
i had to hurt myself
to push away the voice
the voice of pain and violence
that will never be forgotten
the voice of laugh and torture
as you fall right to the very bottom
its over now as i break free
I'm allowed to be whatever i want to be
the blade at the tip
dug deep into my heart
my mind is free
my soul is torn apart
the feelings of relief enter my mind
as i know now
ill never be back
the pain is so refined
many moments later
my body is found
lying with no feeling
no life
no sound
a note was left behind
with my feelings poured out
it said i must be leaving now
although you don't know what its all about
you see i must be gone
because it was never meant to be
if god wanted me here
he would have wanted me to be me
but all i ever wanted
was to hurt no more
but my feelings were stale
as they closed me in the door
you wont understand what i went through
but I'm better off in my tomb
i know now i am free
and i will see you all again soon!