Unnoticed

Theres a secret that i have
and carry in so deep
iv never told a single soul
and it gets hard to keep

people think I'm happy
but little do they know
this smile doesn't stay to long
although they may think so

when i walk away from them
that smile fades away
and tears build up inside me
seems i fake it everyday

when i get home i sit there
or cry myself to sleep
sometimes it hurts so bad
the pain is just too deep

thats when it gets too hard
and i have no way out
thats when i grab the blade
and find another route

the red begins to soothe me
and i become pain free
i wish someone would help me
but they're just too busy

mom dad look at me
your losing your little girl
i cant control whats happening
don't want to be in this world

i need you to help me
and to make me see
that this life i have before me
that it is worth living

i cant do it alone
i need u by my side
i need u to hold me
when i start to cry

tell me its okay
say that you'll be there
tell me you love me
that life is just not fair

instead I'm in my room
crying myself to sleep
holding my wrists in pain
the cuts are in so deep

please come to my room
and see if I'm okay
cause soon i wont be here
to live another day....