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by Gurl_with_red_Tears May 7, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Silently We were out for walk when I turned her way Your not gonna like it but I have to say Her face went pale and she put up her guard Knowing my news would hit her hard I said I can’t love you, I’m sorry, I tried It was her left eye that teared, but her heart that cried She said I hate you and she turned and ran She looked back and yelled, you’re not even a man I chased after her, though she drifted from sight I was so scared now, concerned that she might I got to her house, my worst fear came true As she stood holding the knife, she yelled screw you It took this moment to help me see That I truly loved her, and she truly loved me Now my love is on the edge, and it wasn’t an act I told her I loved her, that I took it all back She said “it’s a lie, you don’t love me†“But this kitchen knife does and it can set me free†I started to beg, please honey, no But she closed her eyes and in it did go It was so much pain she couldn’t stand anymore She dropped to her knees, then down to the floor I ran to her body and crotched at her side The pain I was feeling I couldn’t hide It was all my fault, that my love took her life It may as well have been me, holding the knife I held her hand, and touched her face I tried to stop the bleeding just above her waist The last thing she said is forever in my mind That I killed my true love and that’s hard to find I told her I loved her and I started to cry She turned her head away, and silently died