Went in my room
down stairs in the dark
i picked up a lighter
watched the spark
i put it down
took the knife
looked at it
thinkin about my life
i walked across the room
turned off the light
so now i'm left here
in the dark night
i put on loud music
rock and heavy metal
i sit down and think
and let my heart settle
i take the knife
press it down hard
now i'll live on
hurt.. and scarred