Save me

Not coping with this, how much longer can I wait
Indecision, like an ambassador to my pain controlled fate
Break down, my knees collapse away from me
Crying, shaking uncontrollably as I lie where no one can see

Stare at my face in a mirror, I cannot bare
All I ever wanted was some love, someone to care
Lying and drowning in the tears that enfold my mind
Don\'t care about me please, leave me behind

I need you here with me, so I can forget for a while
For you are the only one who makes me smile
As the blood trickles through me broken fingers
When you are not there, the feeling lingers

Hold me again, I cannot take anymore
As I lay there, dying on my bedroom floor
Crying in the toilets when I feel so alone
Hating the mirror which shows me, rotten to the bone

Please save me from this, we can work through our pain
Both of us together, Let ma make you happy again
Please take me away, because I am barely staying here
Let me pick you up, and dry your tears