The thought of never seeing him again..

The thought of never seeing him again
Brought a river of tears to my eyes
It was with him I shared my first kiss
Overcome everything in myself I despised
He held my hand as I was cold
As we stood in the park that day
Many emotions have I felt for him
And ‘goodbye’ I just can not say
I may not love him, the way I used to
But he still holds a small piece of my heart
I really can not bear to never see him once more
These thoughts in my head are tearing me apart
He said ‘see me once more, and then decide’
Tears filled my eyes as I read the words he said
Over and over and over and over again
Replaying what I should do, in my head.

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