Accept Me For Who I Am.

My dad is leaving and it's all because of me, he hates the way I act, why can't he just leave me be
I can't change my attitude, it's the way I am
I swear, I try to be as good as I can
But that doesn't change anything, he hates me already
This has been going on forever, good and steady
He says that it's my fault he drinks, and my fault he smokes, he always stinks
He says I get to choose my new dad, that I got what I always wanted and I should have been happy with what I had
I was happy, I swear
and he says it's my fault he was never there
and he says from now on he's gonna smoke pot in the house
just until my mom's friends stop calling, so now we get his daily douse
now he says he's leaving, he just walked out
and he doesn't even care how much I pout
This isn't the first time that he did this
but I didn't think it'd be real this time cause he said it'd be me he'd miss
but he won't now cause he hates me
and he won't accept me for who I am
and I promise dad, I've tried as hard as I can!
I can't do this anymore, and you call me lazy?
You're the one who gets me to do everything for you daily!
"Get me water, make some tea"
why can't you just accept me for me!
dad stop pretending you love me, I know you don't care
I can totally tell by the way you're never there.