The Sinful Wedding Day

My life has come to shame,
Because I am to blame,
My life has come to an end,
Because I lost my best friend.

Ruined in a blink of an eye,
As she said goodbye,
As the love of my life walked away,
On the most special day of our lives,
A memory inside that still survives,
Till this very day.

Believe me I've done dumb things in my life,
Believe me because you're my beloved wife.
You wouldn't answer the phone,
Now I must travel into the unknown,
Because you left me all alone.

I thought no one would find out,
I thought I was so clever,
Something deep inside stopped me,
Because I love you always and forever.

I'm telling you nothing happened,
Ok I lied we just kissed,
But that was it,
I couldn't resist.
Ok I lied we did more,
But that was it,
You had to open the door.

I wanted to kill myself,
Just to wait for you my beloved angel,
To go down on one knee,
Oh how stupid of me,
Angels are only found in heaven,
I'm going to hell,
I committed a sin of seven.
This will be my final farewell.

Was it my pride?
Nope, because she was my bride.
Was it my greed?
Nope, because she was all I ever need.
Was it my laziness?
Nope, it had to be my craziness.
Was it my madness?
Nope, because she never brought me sadness.
Till now...
Right before our final vow...

As you must know,
I committed the seventh most deadly sin,
Which is lust,
Completely breaking the line of trust.

With nothing more to live for,
This is where we first kissed,
Gazing upon the ocean and shore,
Hoping we can be reminisced,
The ultimate plunge to my death,
My last breath because I have nothing left.

A letter found in the pocket of a heart-broken man.