Goodbye

I sit in the dark alone wondering why. I try to hide the tears that fall from my moist eyes.
No one understands the pain that I feel inside, so all I can do is wait and try to fight my cries.

I act like I am happy, I show my cheerful side, but my happiness ending Long ago at the beginning of all the lies. My "friends", they do not know me the way they think they do. They talk as if I'm not around. They play me through and through.

They say I won't find out about the things they say, but no one understands that I'll find out anyway. It doesn't really matter because the pain will always remain.

Family problems, friendship problem; they all start out the same. They all begin with resentment and despair... the feelings you cannot tame.

I cut for relief, to take away the pain, but the hurt thats placed upon me is like a human stain. It stays and won't go away, no matter how hard I try. Some day I'll be free...free to say goodbye.