What did i do......

If I told you I loved you
but had to leave
would you believe me
or would you just call me naive

If I sat here with a gun to my head
or a blade to my wrist
would you try and stop me
or would you try to assist

I hate you all
and all your shit
I curse you all
as I make the final slit

I sit here and bleed
thinking of you
I feel that you hated me
and that you hoped this is what I would do

The last thing I think of is "us"
What would have happened of we stayed as two
Well than I wouldn't be sitting here dying
What the hell did I do.........