Why am I Like This?

You wonder Why?
I wonder too?
Why am I Like this?
Such a dark soul.
No-one believes me they think I'm fine.
But they're wrong,
they don't know who she really is,
because she is.....
ME...........
I look deep inside, but find nothing.
I've locked everything away, not even 1 hint to find the light,
it's hidden deep inside.
You wonder Why?
I wonder too.