You are everything
I hate everything else.
You hate me.
I love you.
I f#cked up bad,
I already know,
All that I did, all that I do,
It's all everyday for you.
All of me, is saved to prove,
The constant love, I have for you.
I hope to God you still love me,
I pray at night that you could see
The love I bleed, the pain I cry,
Soon to be dead, but I just won't die.
I can't even write how I feel,
These words are just desperate
Attempts to try I've kept to conceal.
The black of my eyes, is who I am inside.
It's my fear which I cannot hide.
I cry at night now,
It started up again.
Thoughts of you, and how they
End.
Why do things have to be this way?
Why couldn't you just stay?
I love you, and I need you,
So without you, here I lay.
I love you, and now
I'll finally
Decay.
