Youve never lied

You told me once up a time
Lying was such a crime
You pushed me down in the dirt
Filling my body with hurt
Kicking my words back into me
Giving me wounds everyone could see
Filling my eyes with many a tear
Making my cutting become more severe

You told me that it was bad to lie
All it ever made you do was cry
Day turned to night after night
When all we did was fight
I kept all my pain inside
Pushed away every ounce of pride
Then I told you those three words
Making living seem absurd

I swallowed it all so we would be alright
Having no more of the endless fight
I killed who I was before
Choking out that happiness I adore
Slicing it all away
Until this depression was all that would stay

Month after month I told myself to hang on
I wasn't just being some other guys pawn
I gripped what little I had
Trying not to be so sad
Striving to fix what was wrong
End this depressing song

Today is a day when it all broke
Making me want to stretch out and choke
Choke all of those words form you
Make you into somebody new
You told me it was so bad to lie
But you did the same thing letting me cry