They all look at me
and they think I'm okay
but they are wrong
I'm horrified and scared
he just left me for someone new
i feel like i need to die
just to escape my fears
i thought i would be happy with him
but as i always am i was wrong
he left me for someone new
he used me like a toy
and then i was broken
and he got someone new
my heart is on the floor
he walks by with her
and steps on it every time
he doesn't know how i feel
because i am afraid of what he might do or say
i look at myself in the mirror and i realize that he killed me
he killed my heart
he killed my soul
he killed the way i once loved
he killed everything about me
its all because of him
i hear the voices
that just tell me to end it all
one day i will
end it and i will never look back
i wont worry about what he did
i wont be the one crying over someone
he will cry over what he did
i love him and he doesn't even know