I'm always having problems,
if i do say so myself,
id tell my parents
but they would just worry.
If my mum was around
more often
i would have told her
just so she knew.
It would have been hard,
because she just
came back from Spain
so how could i?
I really need her,
which i have never said,
she isn't like a mum,
she is nothing to me.
It would have been nice,
if she could have cuddled me
and said
everything will be alright.
My friends have been
more like a mum
to me more
than my mum has.
Miss Page
was always there
and Mrs Brown
was also.
Its always been hard
because it means i keep things in
but its not my fault
i don't trust her.
*this was my diary enter for the day i went for my STI test which my mum still doesn't know i have*
** Miss Page and Mrs Brown are 2 teacher from my school**
