On the edge of my world

Balancing on the edge of my world,
About to break the habit of living,
No one will notice when I scream in pain,
No one will understand what made my walls cave in,
No one could ever understand the pain that clogged up inside me,
When I jump off of this cliff,
Everything will be better because I won’t be hear,
As I fall down those memories I will be thinking,
The pain I will still be grieving,
As I lay in the deep blue ocean.
At last I can be free with out being cursed,
I can go through each day not in darkness,
As I won’t be in this world,
I will be watching it,
From a place afar.