Happy Mother's Day,
I say to myself.
As I remember,
That horrible day in December.
She was what made me whole.
And she so sadly just had to go.
God why did you take my Mother?
She was a big part of me.
I can't forget, can't let go.
Just can't let this be.
I miss her so much God,
Why did you take her away?
My mom was what kept me safe.
Now God, I'm all alone.
She made me feel at home.
But now I'm just a screw up.
And no one can help.
I've suffered so much.
Without the slightest touch,
Of a bit of attention, nobody to help at all.
They didn't even care, if I were to fall.
She cared God, she helped me through my hard times.
The wind chimes,
they remind me of her.
Her beautiful face,
her steady pace.
Her bright green eyes,
her every cry.
God, I loved my mom so much.
And I regret all the mean things I said.
God, please, tell me why.
Why do you always make me cry?
Why do I have such a horrible life?
With so much pain and strife.
You should have taken me instead, God.
She was so much more loved than me.
Were you actually blind enough not to see?
She was needed here, God.
And I am not.
I feel as if, I should go get shot.
I need my mother, so much you can't even understand.
Nothing can help, no one can 'lend me a hand'.
I'm not in the condition, to be okay.
When I don't want to live another day.
Please, God.
Take me away...
