Giving Up

As I Lay Upon The Bed
Semi-Awake
Thinking To Myself
Another Day Can I Take?

I Don't Have a Reason To Live
But So Many Reasons To Leave
Why Am I So Depressed
How Long Must I Grieve?

As I Cuddle My Pillow
I Search My Mind For Things
To Make Me Want To Continue
Living As a Human Being

As I Lay Upon My Bed
Never Feeling Whole
I Decided To Desert My Life
And Fly Within My Soul