I love my family and my friends but i must say i don't know how much more of life i can take. I wanna get out and leave a quickly as i can. you left me all alone with out a word. please come back tell me what i did or what i said. tell me how i can fix it. when you left my heart broke but then i saw you out with her and it was crushed into a smaller size. Why you left i really don't know. i like to think it was for the best but i know that it wasn't. if only you would come back and tell me what i did wrong. i would change my ways just to have you back in my life. i miss the way be for u left u would hug me and kiss me and tell me " i love you". the funny thing is i trusted u. and u knew my heart was hurt when i first met u. remember how we used to sit at football games and we would sit together on the ground and watch. u used to always tell me what happened and i would always say i know I'm not that dumb. then we used to go out and everyone would always tell us that we were such a good couple but then something changed. we fell in love but then he came in and so did she. we both thought nothing of it until you left to be with her and i ended up with him. it only lasted a month till I realized what i had lost and ended things with him. hoping to get you back. but i didn't and i still don't. so when u read this I will ill have moved on but i Will never stop loving you. for u are my first love and you will be my last!
