My fault or yours?

I sit here all alone
thinking of you
I really did love you
and know that I still do

You have left me this way
far in my darkness
Its your fault I'm like this
now I really know your heartless

I have slit my wrists
just to bleed the pain away
I couldn't stand being without you
not even for one more day

You date all the people close to me
to try to make me upset
well guess what? It worked
I just haven't got over you yet.

It was my decision to separate
the worse choice I ever made
but you caused me to
just because we started to fade.

And to this day
all I say is true
especially when I come up to say
I love you