It's All My Fault

by Toni   May 9, 2005


Tears wont stop falling
I should have seen you that day
For I know that if I had
You would still be here today

It’s all my fault

If only I had chosen
That day to walk down
Then you would be here
Not six feet under the ground

It’s all my fault

I could have caught you
I could have broken your fall
Instead you lay there alone
No one heard your call

It’s all my fault

I saw you in the hospital
I promised you, you’d be okay
But it turns out you weren’t
And I must pay

It’s all my fault

At your funeral
I was the only one crying
Everyone choked tears back
But I gave up trying

It’s all my fault

I broke down, sobbing
Did you know, I cried so much
Knowing you were gone
Already missing your touch

It’s all my fault

I sit here wanting a blade
To cut through my wrists
I just want to see you
Without you, it’s hard to exist

It’s all my fault

And I wonder if you can see me
I wonder what you’d say
If you could really see me now
This mess of me, today

It’s all my fault

I can’t stop rewinding
Each yesterday frozen in its tracks
But no matter how much I do this
It still won’t bring you back

IT’S ALL MY FAULT

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  • 19 years ago

    by Ironic Allure

    Amazing poem Toni. Very worrying though, I really do hope you're okay. You can't blame yourself though. That's just your perception. The first part of grief is blaming.. I'm not sure what this is about though, so I won't say too much. It's a really powerful poem, but so heart wrenching..

    Take care of yourself.
    All my love and buttons,
    Laura.

  • 19 years ago

    by Oliver Stevenson

    such a sad poem hun, and i kKNOW for a fact that it wasnt your fault.... you couldnt have done anything xxxx take care... xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by deadnalone

    wow so amazing hun and wow i no thers probably nutin to make u feel any diff to how u do now but if i can then plz talk to me

    -ellie

  • 19 years ago

    by confusion

    such a sad poem hun, brilliantly written again. blaming yourself wont help, i wish i could help you though. keep trying to look forwards and take care always, luv lu -x-x-x-

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