such a sad poem hun, brilliantly written again. blaming yourself wont help, i wish i could help you though. keep trying to look forwards and take care always, luv lu -x-x-x-

wow so amazing hun and wow i no thers probably nutin to make u feel any diff to how u do now but if i can then plz talk to me

-ellie

such a sad poem hun, and i kKNOW for a fact that it wasnt your fault.... you couldnt have done anything xxxx take care... xxx

Amazing poem Toni. Very worrying though, I really do hope you're okay. You can't blame yourself though. That's just your perception. The first part of grief is blaming.. I'm not sure what this is about though, so I won't say too much. It's a really powerful poem, but so heart wrenching..

Take care of yourself.
All my love and buttons,
Laura.