I'm fading again..

Everyone around me keeps going
Overlooking my fears and pain
A world living in sunshine
While I'm drowning in my own rain

Looking at all the pictures
Of how happy i pretend to be
wishing i didn't have to fake the truth
i just want someone to comfort me

but i don't deserve to be comforted
or to walk on the earth's face
I'm just an empty shadow no one can see
just wasting room, what a disgrace

I'm just a person, a girl
who's there but yet is not
yearning to find her reason in life
survival is constantly fought

i am fading into the depths
of emptiness and sorrow
no one ever notices when I'm upset
don't know if I'll make it till tomorrow

i am slipping deeper into the shadows
scared because I'm all alone
i want him to call so badly
so I'll keep waiting by the phone

and when he doesn't call
it shows me he doesn't care
that there's something better to do
so much for always being there

I'm fading again into myself
full of depression and pain
please someone help me out
before i completely go insane

there's no way out
I'm fading again