Arguments

It just seems like every word sparks another argument
Another pain filled conversation is looming up ahead
Waiting for another explosion of your hate and misery
Each burning word you scream at me, wish I was dead

I tear into you with each and every false move I make
Hate myself for hurting you, bringing you so much pain
I would not keep to myself, I would try to make you see
That life was bringing me down, won’t feel that way again

I don’t mean to leave you out, I wish I was there for you
Whenever I was crying you would always smile at me
But do you know what? I just needed a change, that’s all
I needed a break, something that would help me to see

My life, a feeling of numb, lonely and afraid, same each day
Cry myself to sleep, cut myself to pieces, bloodstained glory
So I changed, went off with different people sometimes
I’ll come back, welcome to my nightmare, never ending story

Crying alone, I don’t want this to be real a second longer
Watch my world spinning hysterically, without a hope in hell
I burn, alone, I just wanted to smile again, with her, and you
It’s time I left you all, I hope that in the end all turns out well