No one sees her
she blends in
with the shadows
she is nothing
very quite on the outside
but there's a constant war
always going on in her head
sometimes they're calm conversations
sometimes they're bickering battles
they cause her so much confusion
so much pain
there's always debating going on
conversations taking place
stories played out
does she really have a problem
is she willing to get help
does she need it
Freddy says no
but her heart
yearns for it
cries for it
is she strong enough to spill her secrets
is she strong enough to stand up to Freddy
she tries but fails
and he devours her life before
she's lost
her will
her hope
doesn't care what happens to her
she's slowly detaching herself
from life
and everyone and everything in it
but they again
she's never really lived
only in her dimension
that dwells within her
this cant be her
she cant actually possibly need medication
just to be happy
she used to be so full of life
this cant be her
no
shes just making it up
or is she
all her friends are gone
Freddy is her only one
but the world could never guess this
she's too good at
hiding
pretending
she's mastered it after all these years
but when she looks in the mirror
she can see
the tears
the pain
the hate
she disgusts herself
how could she change this much
why did Freddy ever come
no matter how hard she tries
he always comes back
GO AWAY FREDDY
NEVER COME BACK
all of this
any yet no on hears a word
she wants to talk to her mom
but she wont understand
just make it worse
where is someone when you need them
though she knows
she will always walk alone
no matter how many people
"appear" to be there
no on will ever see her
she'll always blend with the shadows
and remain nothing
she's so very quiet on the outside
but there's a constant war
always going on within her head
she hates it
but what can she do
besides give in and let it
completely control her
