Hey that was a really sad poem, and I am sorry you feel this way. I know life is so hard sometimes, I get days where I feel like S|H|I|T aswell...I think everyone does. But we all gotta learn how to accept the shit that comes out way some day. I hope you understand and I hope things get better for you soon. No one deserves to feel like this. Take care and stay strong, check out some of my poems when you get the chance x