I will be skinny

Such a fat cow
i deserve to die
people tell me
not to lose more weight
but they're stupid
how cant they see the fat
there's so much of it
overflowing everywhere
i disgust myself
i admit I've lost weight
but not enough
I'm so sick of myself
i just want to take a knife
and chop off all my fat
I'm starting to see more bones
but not enough
i want to see them all
i love them
i will be skinny
watch me
whatever it takes
nothing will stop me
nothing will interfere
i will be skinny