Where were you when i needed someone the most? where were you when i didn*t have the strength to hold on? all i ever wanted was a father who cared.i wanted you to be proud of me. wanted you to be there on those specials days in my life, the ones that would always be cherished. but every time i got the courage to ask,' dad will you come ' you always find a way not to come.i thought you were someone i could count one to be there for me but i guess i couldn't*t have been more wrong.i just wish you could have been the father i know you could be if you only tried...maybe if you tried then just maybe i could have 2 fathers instead of 1.
^^ i am so grateful to have a step-father be the father that i never had.. i have learned so much from him i don't know what i will do with out him he is a big impact on my life.. but i still have that part of me that just wishes that my real father would just be the father he is suppose to be...
