When everything is crashing down its hard to stay strong.. you try so hard to remain strong but its not worth it when everything remains to crash. while everything crashes its impossible to think straight..you begin to feel alone and confused..you wanna believe everything will be ok and that it will all be over soon but its only the beginning. how can you be strong when everything is going wrong? so sick of crying so sick of trying...sick of the fake smiles i put on day after day is their gonna be a day when i don't have to put a fake smile on? its so hard when things are always crashing down and all you can really do is watch hopelessly while everything is crashing down before you...
