Its been 5 months since i heard your loving voice,
Its been 5 months since i made that awful choice,
I made a mistake and let go of our love the love i thought we had,
i should've known instead of me hurting you in the end i would be the one sad,
I guess they were right when they said "your first loves always the hardest to forget"
Because we haven't talked in 5 months and i haven't stopped loving you yet,
Theres been some rumors, rumors i hope to god arent true,
Rumors that a girl has had a baby with you,
All i know is if thats true my heart would be scared for life,
But I would do anything for your love even if it means sacrificing a life,
I just wish you could realize no girl will ever love you like i do,
No girl will put up with all your crap and in the end still love you,
I've loved you since September of '03,
Thats 1 year and 9 months and you still cant see how your the one i really need,
I wish you could just love me truely forever with all your heart,
I wish there would be no secrets between us and we would never be apart,
But you've made it clear you don't need me and i wish it wasn't true,
Because i know that your the only one i want and for the rest of my life i will never be satisfied without you
