I wonder why
why i feel this way
so confused,
so hurt, and torn.
my life just seems a mess inside my mind.
my life seems a mess,
in my flesh i feel the wounds .
i can feel the deep battle scars from the past.
struggling to come again.
i dont understand.why, how can i possibly feel this way.
with so many who love me.
so many people who care for me.
so many people here everyday.
i need something.
something more.but this i have still yet not to find.
and i keep wondering
wondering why i feel this way,
why i need more , everyday wondering why.
