Why is it that I'm so lonely
I have no one to just love me
What did i do to deserve this
No one to hold, no one to kiss
My dream of that special guy is now starting to fade, it's starting to die
Like the petals of a black rose
I'm falling apart one by one
No one sees what this has done
The pain deep down inside
I feel that my love and happiness has just shriveled up and died
I dont let the pain show
But they should know
If they look in my eyes
They will see I'm wearing a disguise
Hoping I wont fall
I have to push myself through it all
And maybe fait will bring me to my destine
And i will find that special guy to love me
And live a wonderful life and finally be happy
