Song Of My Endings

Open my eyes, but the darkness remains;
Speak of love, but all I hear is hate.
I just cant take this anymore;
Picking up the shards of my heart I wont accept this fate.

There has to be a way out;
An end to this maze, a hole in this cage.
A release from all that keeps me;
A cure for life's toxic rage.

I have to fray the ropes that bind me;
No longer will I take this pain and not say a word.
I will never be okay in this life;
Only death can deem me cured.

Love? Happiness? But myths brought into my mind;
But I see now, my resolve, my eternal happiness.
The gleam of the sharp metal;
Holds my light in this darkness.

Throw away the vial of tears;
And hold my escape to my awaiting flesh.
The coldness drowned out by its beauty;
Push down, I can feel its caress.

I can feel the ropes break;
And hear the voices fade away.
A smile lights my face as I disappear;
All the pressure and pain released, Now I'm finally okay.