Love's evil memories still dwell inside driving me insane,
Releasing a monster that will determine my state of mind,
A remedy to heal my soul is what I search for, the cure is,
To wipe away pain from rejection, hate, lost love is so clear,
Years of scares build up a defense of their own, that is hate,
Scorned by a woman whom I watch turn love into shear pain,
Ripping out my heart with eyes like knives, words cutting deep,
Feeling weak, sick by the loss of love flowing out as my blood,
Not wanting to give up until all was left but a shell of me a man,
Self doubt, self denial, my worth all combined to kill me inside,
Revealing a side of me that is bent on self destruction or revenge,
How else can I become whole to trust, to love, to overcome fear,
When your faults whether real in your mind or spoken by another,
Are laid out for you to see, then every woman will see them too,
Self pity is not befitting for the demise of confidence inside me,
For these words and actions were delivered by someone you loved,
Fantasy visions has her being torn apart by love, spilling her blood,
Bringing out her faults to others systematically tearing her soul apart,
No mercy shown, that being replaced by hate driven onward from pain,
The Evil inside me would be satisfied for revenge in itself is so sweet,
In more lucid moments in my state of mind, this will never be obtained,
For deep in my body the inner soul takes over, showing my true side,
'Tis' affection and love I give someone regardless of what happens to me,
Would rather die with my own hand than suffer without a woman in my life,
For now the evil inside me is quite, a faint memory of the past in my head,
Evil rears her spirit once in a while bringing about a moment of my doubt,
A lingering mind numbing hideous curse is all that's left of my supposed faults,
But that evil too is becoming a memory of the past, slow to go but it will pass,
The remedy I found to kill the evil inside me was the love of a woman so complete,
That she showed me the supposed faults I harbored inside were never really true,
Only a momentary lapse into self examination did I realize that I stayed the same,
Finding someone who accepts me and all I want to give, rejoicing it is being returned,
Therefore I Removed The Evil Inside Me Never To Return
