Fear of the Future

I'm scared of the future as some are of their past

At least the past isn't what your going to turn into at last

The past shapes your future
But the Future is now

I can see the future
And thats why I have this fear
Because I can see my doom

And bad choices leaving me alone
On cold winter nights

I see my future daughter
and I see her daddy
and I see a fight

My daughter dies
and her daddy I cheat on

I don't want this to happen
So I try not to fall in love
This is my plan that I depend on

One with out the other cant have a child dying on us
Then my heart cant break
and I cant hurt his

But even thought I tried not to
My heart began to search
And the love of my life is who it found and who I kiss

Now I take everyday with caution
Hold my breath to make it one more precious second

Ive seen my little girl
And Ive seen her death

I cant keep it from happening
Because this is part of my fates end

I hate being a psychic for this reason
Because I cant prevent this

Some might think its great
To be able to see the world before it happens

But its not that great when you have felt the twins fall and haven't been able to do anything

After I saw that my future seemed a bit more precious
Thought I still cant stand that I cant ever change how my future is gonna play out