Confussed

I try to cherish every moment,
Hold on tight and not let go,
Because every time I with you,
It's the only time I glow.

You have absolutely no clue,
And I do my best to hold it back,
But for all the time I without you
My bright world slowly turns black.

As I lay awake in my bed,
Thinking of your face,
Looking deep into your eyes,
Remembering the memories I can't erase.

I slowly start to fall asleep,
And the movie begins to play,
It's the same one every time,
As the night fades to day.

I want to sleep and dream forever
Just to visualize your kiss,
The one that makes my heart stop,
The one I continue to miss.

It seems to leave me feeling numb
And I never yet know why,
IT takes my breath away,
But it also makes me cry.

I feel overwhelmed with hatred,
And I start to feel the pain,
But then I look back at you,
And wont to go insane.

I guess it's the way you look at me,
Or maybe it's the way you smile,
But I never really understood it,
And I think it'll take a while...