***i realy hate tha fact that family is under friendship poems, cause there completly different! but anywho... this poem is dedicated to my father!!!***
I think about my future
and i want back my past
but then i remember
so not long does it last
i remember the way it made me feel
the yelling and the screaming left me standing in tears
it made me want to run away
but even when you weren't there
i didn't want to stay
you left us once
you left us twice
the third time you left
it wasn't so nice
the first two times
i was too young to know
but I'm older now
do you think i don't know
you fu**ed up big time
now its time to fess up
you're the main reason
I'm so messed up
you wont admit it
but you know I'm right
cause the way you left us
it just wasn't right
you don't know what happened to me
while you where gone
the things that she said to me
where so very wrong
you lie to me
day after day
you say to me things
you shouldn't say
so when i think about my past
at first i want it back
but that doesn't last
cause then i remember
the way i would feel
every night when you where fighting
while i stood there in tears
the lies and the secrets
i hear from day to day
soon they will not bother me
cause soon I'm goin' away
away from all my troubles
away from all my pain
away into my future
whatever it may be
i don't know where I'm going
but its far from where Ive been
where ever it may be
