How Could This Be?

She fell down
not knowing what to do
This man she realized
she loved anew.

How could this be

The boy she crushed on
Was now the man of her dreams
But he was obsessed
with the girl of all things

How could this be?

She was big and bad
able to take care of herself
The girl of all things was mean and mad
But she was pretty, the homecoming queen.

How could this be?

She didn’t want him to see
That ininside hehe was dying
Inside she could feel
same as him.

How could this be?

She felt angry
Not at him, never at him
but at her self
For feeling for Tim.

How could this be?

She thought of grabbing her blade
but no, she wanted to live
she needed shade
a place to enjoy the pain and try to heal
this wound that was born of love and hate.

How could this be?

So she would go on
living in pain
to make sure he was happy
to keep his life from being in vain.

How could this be?

He never would guess
and she never would tell
Life might be good for him
but for her it would be living hell.