Dad

You like to think we are close,
but there is another way,
deep down in my heart,
there is only one thing i can say.

I would say I love you,
but it wouldn't be true,
because you don't know,
how much i hate you.

i guess your asking
why?
But you know
why.

you read my diary,
you know everything about me,
things that were secret,
but aren't anymore.

I should be the one
asking why.
Why did you read it
It was mine.

I still have three secrets,
that you don't know,
but if i told you
you would go mad.

My diary had my feeling in,
but you wont understand,
because in the end,
you are just a man.

I would say I love you
but it wouldn't be true,
because you don't know
how much i hate you.