Family its hard stuff (4/4/05)

I need to see
Susan again.
She didn't really
help but life made
sense when i was
with her.

The Bronwyn thing,
has got me thinking,
I could do it again,
would anyone miss me?
How long would it take
my parents to relieve
I'm dead?

I need to get
back in control,
of my life
but my parents
cant know
anything about it.

They are already
disappointed in me
for not being like
HER.
It makes me upset
because i feel i have standards
to live up to, but i never
seen to reach them

*Susan is my psychologist.
Bronwyn was a friends but she lied about alot of things.
and
HER is my sister*