I can see my whole world's changing,
I don't really know what it is I can do,
What will happen next I wonder?
But I know I don't ever want to lose you,
Lately,I've been feeling low,
Just thinking about us,
and how we use to be,
I don't want it to just be lust,
We use to talk every night on the telephone,
That slowly faded to never,
We use to hug and kiss every chance we got,
That's lately appearing to be lesser,
What's happening to us baby?
Where's the love I use to feel?
The love you showed me everyday,
And returned so pure and real,
I miss the long talks,
I miss just walking hand in hand,
I miss the feeling of longing,
I miss knowing you'd understand,
I want to be close again,
I want to make you smile,
I want to feel your happiness,
If only for a little while,
Why can't I feel our closeness?
Unless we are alone,
Why can't I see the look in your eyes?
You're the only love I've ever known,
I feel like crying all the time,
I'm frustrated I can't tell you any of this,
I have to hide it all the time,
I just want to feel pure bliss,
People say we see each other lots,
But really it feels like we're drifting apart,
Far far away, never to return,
I'm straining to reach you, and hold on to your heart,
I look into your eyes,
all I see is brown,
I don't see your soul inside,
I don't see deep deep down,
I squint and lean but nothing,
I try so hard to see,
Deep inside your heart,
Like I let you see with me,
Pouring out my heart and soul,
I'm not going to pour no more,
I think I have to hold it back,
Until I see him, the man I adore,
Looking to the future,
It's just a memory, a blur,
Of you, me, a beach, a ring,
You and me and how we were,
You asked me why I'm with you,
And despite this poem I still know,
I love you for all you are,
Even with the woe,
I said yes because you're good to me,
A guy I see, pure and kind,
A face of everything true,
The greatest man I could find,
I chose you because you're my very best friend,
Someone I could trust,
Someone greater than anything great,
Someone full of faith and lust,
I gave in because you saw me,
As I was with no facade,
Making me smile all the time,
Making me truly laugh,
I'm with you because you're honest,
You showed me you cared,
Made me fall for you too,
I fell in love with you, and I dared,
You showed me I shouldn't be worried,
That you'd treat me right and never let go,
You showed me that I could rely on you,
No matter how high or low,
I still feel those feelings towards you,
But lately I feel like some lack,
You don't seem that passionate about anything,
If you lost me I doubt you try to win me back,
The day you asked me that question,
I thought "this is the start of something new,
a change I'd welcome and treasure",
But then away that fantasy flew,
Back to the same old rut,
The same old feeling inside,
I want to tell you all I feel,
I'm running out of places to hide,
If I see a change in pace,
When the time is right,
I'll open up my heart to you,
And tell you all through the night,
But until then I promise,
To try to not feel this way,
To talk and understand you,
and no matter what I'll love you ALWAYS!
