I'm sitting in my room, once again thinking of you,
Remembering that long ago, you had cared for me too,
But so long ago it seems, you easily walked away,
Things have never been the same, and I feel it every day,
Sometimes I can't eat and too often can't sleep at night,
Because I know that things will never be alright,
Do you see these pictures, the ones I've drawn,
So pretty and red ever since you've been gone,
They are rivers of my pain and scars of my heart,
Reminding me every day, that we're still apart,
See, it only stings for a moment, as it moves across my skin,
The pain inside my body, released from deep within,
My heart can literally feel the pain,
And I'll never again look at you the same,
This fake smile that you see,
Well, it isn't really me,
I can't stand seeing you with her,
It's too much of reality that you don't care anymore,
I can't think straight, and my heart controls my mind,
These little tiny rivers, tell me I was so blind,
Your face never leaves my mind, I drew a new picture today,
Deeper than the others, I've never hurt this way,
Now steal my blade away from me, draw this picture on your own,
Forever there to remind you, that you left me so alone,
So take my shiny razor, and sign my pretty wrist,
So everyone will know, who hurt me like this...
