This is it

Now the pain
slowly slips away
you my knife
is here for me everyday

i tare up these arms
i rip them apart
from all the things you said
i took at heart

i slowly grasp
the knife in my hand
but my mom walks in
and doesn't understand

she sees the scars
she sees my pain
she stands there screaming
asking if I'm insane

i didn't say anything
i just sat there confused
looking at the marks
and my arms that were bruised

she simply said
do you need help
still i said nothing
i just sat there looking at myself

i think i was in shock
thinking this was a dream
so i took the knife
and stabbed it in my arm then screamed

i was rushed to the hospital
my mom was scarred
i wish my life was over
rite then and rite there

i wish that little chance of living
would have gone away
i wish my life rite then
would have ended that day

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