Days and hours and seconds have grown into fears. leading to tears not knowing what would happen next is alittle bit scary.
Everyday is a step closer to insanity spending nights in jail years in programs.
Everything seems so rough. convincing myself sucide is the answer to all my prayers.
not giving god a chance to responed. sucide is no longer a fear in my heart watching myself bleed is a step closer to freedom. writting down how i feel not letting a person know is what i\'m known for.
