What happened?

What happened to our forever friendship?
What we had
What we have
Has changed a lot
I don\'t know what happened
Or maybe I do
But I deny it
Say she is not the reason why
Why our friendship is no longer there
Or what it used to be
Why we are no longer as close
We met when we were younger
We had that brother-sister relationship
But where has that gone?
I find myself taking her side over yours.
The truth is
I don\'t know you anymore
I will never stop
Caring about you
I want things to be how they used to
But things happen
People change
And I just hope your happy now
It\'s strange
The relationship we had
You were there
You acted like you cared
And I know you still do
And I for you
But it isjust not the same
Whenever we talk
It’s usually just about her
Sad
But true
I find myself having nothing to say to you
Or maybe just nothing I can say
I wish you would open up
Just a little more
We do still talk
We still chill sometimes
But it is different
I know you are a great friend
A great boyfriend
You’ve made your mistakes
Who hasn’t?
I want you to know that I am always here
No matter what
Here for you
I hate it
When we talk
They say they would take her side over yours any day
I feel bad
But I can not say I would say the same
I love her to death
she is one of my best friends
But I am not about
To desert you and all we had
I hope it works for you two
I just wonder what happened.
Why did we have to put this distance
Between us
And make it awkward
I used to play
Flirt
Fool around
But now it’s weird
Ever since the first day
I knew it would be different
I did not know her that well
And I was not about to get in the middle or between you guys
I respected that she would be with you a lot
But I did not expect this distance
To grow
I felt and feel awkward about certain stuff
Like she’s going to look at me and think \'why is she doing that?\'
Maybe I am over reacting
After all
She is really cool
And one of the nicest people I know
But I can not help thinking
That she is the reason why our friendship is no longer what it used to be
I know this sounds messed up
And weird for me to say this
But it’s true
Its how I feel
I do not know how you feel
And that is the part that bothers me
You know what
What’s sad?
We have notspoken on the phone in forever
And today
The one day you call
Is to tell me you’re sorry
Sorry for what happened?
But not what happened between you and me
But about you and her
Maybe I sound selfish
Maybe I am
But I am sorry
Sorry that I feel the way I do
Sorry that our friendship is no longer true
I just can not stop wondering what happened?
When you called and said sorry for what happened
I was thinking the same thing
\'sorry for what happened\'
What happened to our friendship