Im Giving Up

I'm giving up on living
you cant take the pain you've put me through
deep down i know the feelings are always there
maybe someday you will care.
At least for now i can hide my pain
I know if i don't, I'll go insane.
Our time apart has made me realize
there is no second chance when it comes to girls
I almost had you back one time
but of course, you changed your mind
the many excuses that you have told told
are getting lame and really old.
we never talk anymore
its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
it hurts to know you've shut me out
now i know what love is all about
you're happy then you cry and cry where there was truth becomes all lies.
all in all it never ends for good
but then again, who thought it would?

this is a true story. so the person knows who they are if they are reading this.